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The Narcoleptic Insomniac

Spawned by laconic and indifferent novelists, I did not know that writing would become my profession until a poem composed on a chilly, wet October evening moved an acquaintance to tears. That poem was not written by me, but it was nonetheless inspiration enough to cause me to submit a succession of works to my college literary magazine. Years later, after the restraining order expired, I decided to make this my profession, despite the lack of any expression of enjoyment or understanding on the part of my few, but avid, readers. I only hope you find this as fulfilling as I. All posts © 2009-2010 All rights reserved. Use without permission will be prosecuted to the full extent of the law.

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  • false idol hypocrisy

    Snow has somehow crept into the conversation

    From the light sprinkling of sarcasm

    in the last few statements

    made with jutting chin

    a wordstorm blankets me

    exhalations accompanying

    angry spittle-flecks

    head buffet

    your breath makes me wish for cover

    dragon-like steam and sulfur

    But then every conversation in the

    last two decades has been this way

    dogma replacing fact

    you are so certain

    of things, and mostly

    what you feel in the name

    of rationality

    that somehow I cannot inject reason

    should have been the first alarm

    but it is too late

    Listening with mock

    attention to each

    lovingly selected admonition

    about the state of things

    going counter to your

    best parochial view

    I guess progress won’t stop

    only because we muddle along

    against opposition

    who also claims right

    ———-

    On one sunday with belief

    firmly in hand

    i entered a place of

    unworship and

    demonstrated my iniquity

    by stooping to participate

    amidst unworthy thoughts

    and my facade wasn’t seamless like yours

    even as you screwed everyone

    figuratively, literally, spiritually

    bearing false gifts

    is the start of it

    with fake smile and tan

    a civil and charitable veneer

    that brings accolades

    somehow everyone recognizes the

    falsehoods within themselves

    and seeks comfort

    in mutual admiration

    or at least that’s my reason

    i should seek worthier lands

    with noble ones

    who work for good in

    truth not myth

    or rest content that none exists

    but imagined

    and so find home with

    kindred souls

    assuming no contamination

    that my mind and heart are pure

    continuing to seek a truth

    within precious domains

    untainted if that exists

    outside imagination?

    there is only hope

    no chance that belief

    is real

    and there is the semblance

    of this reason enough

    that i am here today

    Posted on December 27, 2009

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